Like a small boat on the ocean…

I miss having good days.

I can’t remember the last day. 

I want to hide the pain away, just for a few hours.

I’m emotionally and physically exhausted.

The more I push to get stuff done, the more that is piled on me.

When can I breathe? 

The more I push to get stuff done, the more that is piled on me. 

The list grows faster than I can get things done.

 It seems like it’s never ending.

More appointments.

More paperwork.

More decisions to make.

More questions, more confusion.

More. More. More.

And with doing more, comes more pain.

More symptoms, More stress. 

More Stress, More symptoms.


But I’ve still got a lot fight left in me…


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I’m braver and stronger than you think I am.

I know there is a reason to this journey.

There’s purpose in the pain.

Strength in sickness.

You won’t see me fail, for I am fearless.

Try and break me, 

and you’ll see the warrior that I really am.

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Like a small boat
On the ocean
Sending big waves
Into motion
Like how a single word
Can make a heart open
I might only have one match
But I can make an explosion

And all those things I didn’t say
Wrecking balls inside my brain
I will scream them loud tonight
Can you hear my voice this time

This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I’m alright song
My power’s turned on
Starting right now I’ll be strong
I’ll play my fight song
And I don’t really care if nobody else believes
Cause I’ve still got a lot of fight left in me

Losing friends and I’m chasing sleep
Everybody’s worried about me
In too deep
Say I’m in too deep (in too deep)
And it’s been two years
I miss my home
But there’s a fire burning in my bones
And I still believe
Yeah I still believe

And all those things I didn’t say
Wrecking balls inside my brain
I will scream them loud tonight
Can you hear my voice this time

This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I’m alright song
My power’s turned on
Starting right now I’ll be strong
I’ll play my fight song
And I don’t really care if nobody else believes
Cause I’ve still got a lot of fight left in me

A lot of fight left in me

Like a small boat
On the ocean
Sending big waves
Into motion
Like how a single word
Can make a heart open
I might only have one match
But I can make an explosion

This is my fight song
Take back my life song
Prove I’m alright song
My power’s turned on
Starting right now I’ll be strong (I’ll be strong)
I’ll play my fight song
And I don’t really care if nobody else believes
Cause I’ve still got a lot of fight left in me

Now I’ve still got a lot of fight left in me

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